Natasha Bedingfield... A Little Too Much... SO GOOD!

Kissing doesn't make anything better.

I have been dating again and it was fun until I started getting all this advice from people and it became super confusing.  I have always though dating was simple; you either like someone or you don't and vice versa.  Not hard right?  Wrong.  People are ridiculously lame when it comes to being real and open about the opposite sex and apparently you HAVE to play "the game" in order to get anywhere.  What is this game and why do you have to play it??  I am so clueless when it comes to this because I am honest and real about things concerning the heart so its a joke trying to figure out if someone is interested or just being nice.
I have gone on quite a few dates lately and everyone keeps telling me to go on lots of dates and kiss guys to see what I like and who I am actually interested in.  Usually I just go for one guy at a time and see what happens but I tried this little game that everyone talks about and it sucks.  I kissed some guys and everything got all screwy!  The one guy I liked got way weird and withdrew after we kissed and the other two were friends and then they decided to confess their undying love for me and I had to let them down and now I don't have them as friends.  I lost 3 friends because of kissing and that is just not cool.  BAD ADVICE!
So yeah.  Now I don't even want to date because it is kind of stupid that I have to resort back to junior high level dating to go out with people.  I used to wonder why all these great guys were 30 and not married... now I know.  It is because they are stupid and cannot make a move on one girl at a time and be normal about it.  They act like spazzes and blame it on girls who in turn act crazy and over-analyze and blame it on guys.  This is not a win win situation people.
SOOOOO over this.  

Tests, Jobs, Business... Oh My!

I am trying to avoid studying for my ever approaching comprehensive exams coming up in... 3 days.  I just got a job offer from Hill AFB starting in May and it is really difficult to concentrate on anything else so I feel like I should just gush about it and other exciting things in life so I can focus on studying with a clear mind.
I will be an administrative clerk which sounds dull but I could not be more thrilled to have been selected for a civil service position.  The job starts on May 7 and I am happy to announce that I will be quitting retail for the rest of forever!  Finally!
The second exciting tidbit that I want to share is the possibility of a business that I will be starting with a close friend of mine.  He and I want to create a dating service that is a combination of Hitch and Millionaire Matchmaker through which we help couples and singles make wise decisions in dating so they do not ruin their personal lives with common, silly mistakes that many people make.  SO excited because although I myself suck at dating, I am great at giving advice and creating opportunities for others to find joy in a relationship.  More deets on this in the future.
Well, that is all for now but stay tuned!

Update

K K so it has been a LONG time!  Way too much has happened for me to detail it out here but I will give you guys the gist.  I moved to Utah at the end of July and began my internship with Senator Orrin Hatch (psych not the governor like I thought) and I also started working as the Assistant Manager at Buckle.  I was dating a boy pretty seriously and we had made plans to get married and be happy but life last fall made for an unexpected life change.  I began to struggle with my testimony and I was losing sight of my eternal goals and my love for the scriptures and attending church.  It took being dumped by the one man that I had fallen in love with to bring me to the depths of humility to turn my life around and become a better person.  I had support from my AMAZING sister and mother as well as other family members through this tough time of moving on and healing.  I also was blessed to have great friends in the SLC area that really helped me pull through and the support from the BEST WARD EVER definitely helped.
I love going to the temple almost every week and I love that there is so much opportunity to share the gospel here.  Did not think that there would be but I am constantly surrounded by people that have fallen away or are not members and for some reason I have no problem talking about church all the time.  It has been a blessing in my life :)
I am dating again though not exactly successfully.  I seem to always be attracted to head cases or projects.  The most recent one was kind of both but there is still possibly some potential there but once I am gone, I dont come back typically.  Anyways, that is my life in a nutshell the past year.  1 month and I graduate with my Masters degree!  YAY!