One Month Later

Well it has been a month since I have moved to Kansas and I must say, I never expected everything to fall into place so perfectly.  I love school and I am learning an incredible amount of important information.  I got a wonderful job with the best schedule (and I got a raise and promotion after working less than a month).  I have been blessed with roommates that are very nice and chill... we all get along better 4 random girls could be expected to.  I have the BEST ward with a loving branch presidency and I love my calling.  A recent addition is the crush I have developed on a guy in the ward (figures he would be from Idaho, I CANT ESCAPE THAT PLACE!) and he is amazing thus far.
Time will tell.
Although things are troublesome with my mother, I love her and know that her Father in Heaven does as well.  She is a blessing to us all and I am grateful for my family and friends that show unconditional love and support.  God bless them and God bless this beautiful country!

First Week Done and Adulthood Reached!

I finished my first full week of Graduate School and I can already tell that there will be no comparison to the amount of homework that I will be doing over the next 2-3 years ever in my life.  LOTS to read and plenty to write as well but at least I can read and write what actually interests me... That is one plus that Undergraduate does not offer.
The ward here is great, work friends are awesome, and the roommates are amazing so I really could not ask for a better life in a strange new world.
I was able to speak to my mother several times this week and after a long discussion after one of my Institute classes (which are spectacular) she shared with me that I finally sound like an adult.  I was apparently very mature and ready to tackle life after graduating high school (who would have guessed?) and then as soon as I began at Brigham Young University- Idaho thinks went backwards and I was hindered in my progress in more ways than one.  Shortly after graduating and moving here, I have finally felt for the first time in a long time that I am where the Lord wants me to be.  Things have fallen into place more perfectly than I could have hoped for and I feel my testimony growing.  Church is true people.
I am secretly hoping that winter weather comes soon because most of my clothes are much better suited for cold weather plus... this humidity is detrimental to my hair.
Life is good.  And prays work.  It is true, I promise.
I am off to try and take in some more reading but we'll see how long that lasts!

Missionary Experience!!!!

I have never really been one to just talk about the gospel with people especially going to BYU Idaho which kind of squashed the desire to even talk about the gospel.  Last night I had the chance to share what I know about Jesus Christ, Baptism, and the Bible and it felt amazing!  I really felt the spirit and I felt grateful to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.  What a blessing!

Wildcats

Soooo I am finally in Manhattan, Kansas and I must say, I am LOVING it!  It is a such a beautiful area with lots of trees and buildings of limestone with brick and cobblestone roads, etc.  I have great roommates and I am excited that they are older like me so we have plenty in common.  My little single's branch is small but comes with SUCH a strong spirit.  I am grateful that I am here and I really do not think I have been this happy in a long time because I finally know that what I am doing is right.
I was shocked to see how inexpensive food is here (this was a good shock) and also at how expensive school things are.  $80 for a parking permit on campus for ONE SEMESTER!  Outrageous but worth it especially with the crazy weather.  I will get used to the humidity and I am excited for my schedule to get more set.
I just got a job working at the Buckle (again) and I am super excited about that because I am incredibly comfortable in retail.
Time will tell but I am pretty sure I will love this place even more!

Moving to Kansas

The time has come... I am moving to Manhattan Kansas this week and I could not be more excited and nervous.  I have never been to Kansas and I will be living with total strangers and going to school in a much more difficult setting.
Buuuuut...
I get to leave Idaho forever and I don't have to be around my sister and her family anymore.  This summer has been one of the most challenging because of her and I will be able to breathe easy and actually smile for real knowing I do not have to be around them anymore.
It feels great to be graduated from college and move on with my life and oh what a life it will be!  I am excited to see my dad and step mom before I take off this week and I was super grateful to see my mom and step dad earlier this summer when they gave me a car as a graduation gift.
I <3 my parents!
I am also sad to leave my best friend behind although I know she will do amazing things with her life!
Life goes on!

Almost done

Welllllll I am almost done with my applications to graduate school! It is super exciting but very scary all at the same time. I will be moving away from everything and everyone I know... I am old enough to be on my own but it will be my first time not being near family.
I leave for Rexburg on Friday for my last semester and I really hope it is a good one. The last one was terrible in so many ways. I am hoping to just enjoy it and continue getting good grades (with math that will be interesting) and leave on a good note.
I am excited to get away from the mormon culture also. I HATE when large groups of mormons get in the same area (Idaho and Utah). I think people get complacent and I think they think they are better than all other mormons because they are living in a state... such a stupid mindset but I have thankfully met enough people from Idaho and Utah that I know not all are like that... just many.
Well, I am babysitting the neph so I am going to go make sure he is not bored!

Only one left....

I officially have just one semester left of my undergraduate degree at BYU-Idaho. I am SO done with this school. I had a recent experience with roommates that really made me dislike girls in general. It made me sad to see people so blatantly break obvious rules and lie continuously. Some people will have a rude awakening some time in life and if not here they will when they die and realized they acted to stupid to get into the Celestial Kingdom. Sad.

Anyways, I am at my sister's house for the Christmas break and it is hard. She does so much more for me and I could not ask for a better sister or friend. I just miss my mom. I got some amazing gifts from family and friends and I love them all.

I had my first bout of sickness in a long time and I of course acted like a baby because I have a low tolerance for pain. Oh well... I am slowly getting better but I just want to rest.

I go back to Rexburg in less than a week to begin in a new ward and building and finish out my tenure at a church school. My children will NEVER go to a church school. I love the idea of it but I had some bad experiences being surrounded by mormons and I had some power hungry bishoprics and psychotic roommates that I dont want my kids to be exposed to. It is easier to be good at a worldly school because you have to be on your guard. At church schools, you just assume that everyone is doing the right thing and that is when you get brought down. I am grateful that I got to go but I dont want that experience for my children.

And I will NEVER date or marry someone from Idaho or Utah because I will NEVER live there.

And I am tired.

I will be better at blogging... I promise.